>>68114018Update
It was brought up again and I guess it's confirmed, she will never give in, she was very supportive and understanding but even when I suggested she could maybe help me a bit with a simple task like breast fondling or even just letting me see her naked to get rid of the stigma with sex she immediately shut down any opportunity and kept deflecting that I need to find someone to do these things with and that I should "get out there" more to find said person. I tried explaining I'd prefer to experience first hand with someone I really trust and love compared to a stranger but she wouldn't budge.
I'm not mad and she meant well, but it bites a little that it'll never happen, only in fantasy
>inb4 you sick fuckwell at least I took the plunge, now begins the path to accepting it'll never happen